off my other account,
[ps. how do you make a link?>]

Running, slowly, away from the wrong
Slamming, blades, into cries

What went wrong with my life

Think thoughts, of the most obvious
Use feelings, to play with feelings

Over and over again, it all goes insaine,
What is left to believe, but my pain

Cover, ears, the sounds grow louder
Shut, eyes, the beating get harder
Slowly, running
Blades, slamming

I lay naked in hunger and thirst for love
The eyes get sharper with every stare
The eyes cut deeper with every yell
I lay naked in the shit you fed me, chocking in your care for me
Do hands hold hands, to walk me through life,
Or do hands beat body, to bury my life/ Father!
Father?
You left my body beat, and hungry for healing
Thirsty for hands that care
This appetite you fed, will starve me to death

Running, but you caught me
Slamming, when you leave me

What went wrong with my life

Thoughts, of suicide
Feelings, that I already died

Cover, my pain
Shut, me out/ (do you really care for me)

no ending as of yet, but i'm thinking something like,

running blades, beat the wrong from the right
slowly slaming or do it so wrongfully,
to prove your right?


but i don't want either, so how should i end it?